Even the most of strangers will meet again...

It has been quite a long time since I have updated my journal and for this I am sorry. Things have been quite interesting in the fabulous splendiferous world of Philip. Let’s see where to begin...
A long, long, friggen long time ago....
I finished my semester at CSUF and I can say that things went swimmingly. I ended things with Raymond back in November and it really took me a long time to heal. With that in mind, he has recently entered into my life again with a bitter-sweet reception. It is really hard to ditch a bad habit, but really easy to pick it up again. This time it is really hard for me to let it happen all over again, so perhaps it wasn’t such a bad habit after. My logic is crystal-clear on that one :0) I got into a really good school called UCI. Talk about being stoked, when I found out that forty percent of there med. school applicants actually get in I about wet myself. My mother gave up again and lost her house. She really had nothing left to lose and so she moved back out to California. Its nice to have her back but hard. Let’s just say that the relationship I worked really hard at with my brother is in a dire stage since she has reentered our lives. In October I ended up buying a new car and I lurve her... she is a Lincoln LS. On a related note, some jackass decided it was completely kosher to run into her and not let me know about their chance meeting. ARG! I have decided to become social again... perhaps it was time for me to leave the safety of my shell. In the process I have made some really good friends. Most notably is my friend Sal. He makes me smile and for that I am thankful. Plus Brandon and I have become really close. I miss everyone terribly. You know who you are and please forgive me for not being so attentive. I may not call or write, but you are always in my thoughts. Next Tuesday I start a new job, but with the same company. So its a not so much a lateral move, but its all good. And I am glad to say that I will not let anyone walk over me anymore. I may not be the strongest individual in the world, but I do my best to stand up tall and face it all. It was time for me to swim! Plus I don’t sink so well, I am too buoyant. I miss the Norrieds. And that is all. Perhaps there will be more to come.